You can't get no satisfaction?!

Oh man...I was just reminded of something negative from my last relationship.

The Rolling Stones "Satisfaction" just came on the radio. That takes me back to a time...
When I first started dating my girlfriend. I was awkward when it came to messing around. She was my first girl to get it on with. Some people would assume since I am a girl that I should know how to pleasure women...but no...I sucked at first.
I was shy. I didn't want to do it wrong or weirdly. I didn't just want to "go for it." Was I touching her the right way? Was I hurting her? I let her show me the way.

One day on Facebook and her status read, "I can't get no satisfaction."
She was talking about me.

I felt angry, very small and embarrassed- all at the same time.

Isn't that rude?! As if I didn't know our sex was already awkward.

Thanks douche-stache.

Some things I found for myself

This is a cute little antique, 1960s bambi lamp.

I like listening to my Blackhearts record. Bought this at the same antique store where I bought my lamp.

Another record.

I love my Castro Camera tee. I believe Castro Camera is where Harvey Milk had his campaigning headquarters. Yay? Nay?

I bought this little chihuahua to put on my porch by my plants. At this Gardening Angel store on the side of the road, I found so many things. I must go back and buy a Buddha sculpture to put over Worley's grave (my ex's dog that got run over front of my house : ( I bought some colorful hunks of glass that look like rocks for my dad's flowers beds. This glass company is in Virginia and is going out of business.