Grrr...that is it...I'm gonna vent.
I am so sick and tired of guys and the way they act. They ooh and ah over you and end up saying things that are insulting when they are really trying to give you complements.
I am not a piece of meat. They are fucking meat heads.
Last night, my ex boyfriend began texting me, "I wonder if we will ever fuck again?"
Doubt it, I said.
Why? he asked.
"I don't want to justify why we won't be fucking," I said.
Then he asked, "Did we not have great sex together?"
I told him the only sex I remember was with my recent, female ex. That was the best.
He goes on to say. . ."Can we have a wild night/day of crazy sex before I get married?"
Ick. Ew. No Way. I can't help you there.
He has had a girlfriend for years, but whenever they argue, he tends to text me. And I hear from him maybe three times a year. There was one time when I was single (at least 3.5 years ago) when we did do the deed long after we had broken up. It wasn't fun. There's a reason an ex is an ex. Well obviously, he still thinks that stuff with me is fun.
I asked him, "What is wrong with you?"
He said, "No strings just a shit load of fun."
Ok. . . well I want a real relationship. Nothing with him. I don't just want sex. That's not fun for me. I only want to do the deed with someone I'm in a relationship with.
And then. . . I said something that brought tears to my own eyes. See...I was serious and seriously in love with my ex gal.
I said, "You better get all your urges out before you walk down the aisle. When I was engaged to (my ex girl's name), she was the only person I ever wanted to be with."
And that...is the truth...and hopefully...the end of this story.
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